Mastering the Mirror - The Power of Self-Knowledge in Transformative Leadership

S. Eijsbouts

2/13/20254 min read

Mastering the Mirror

The Power of Self-Knowledge in Transformative Leadership

Imagine stepping into a room full of mirrors. Each one reflects a different angle, some sharp and clear, others slightly distorted by lighting, perspective, or even a crack in the glass. Now, imagine these mirrors are the people you work with, your team, peers, clients. Every interaction, every piece of feedback, and every reaction is a reflection of who you are as a leader. The question is: Do you dare to look?

Leadership Begins Within

Great leadership isn’t just about vision, strategy, or influence. It’s about self-knowledge, the ability to understand yourself deeply, recognizing your personality, strengths, values, motivations, and patterns. Self-knowledge provides a detailed map of who you are, developed through reflection, assessments, feedback, and coaching.

However, self-knowledge alone isn't sufficient. This is where self-awareness comes in, a dynamic, real-time awareness of your emotions, thoughts, and behaviours as they occur, and an understanding of how they affect others and the system around you. According to Professor Peter Hawkins, true awareness is not isolated but relational, deeply connected to the systems we are part of. It involves noticing your internal state and recognizing its influence on the surrounding system. This ongoing process enables leaders to:

  • Recognize their strengths and play to them

  • Identify blind spots and manage them

  • Adapt their leadership style to different people and contexts

  • Build authentic relationships based on trust and mutual understanding

  • Foster a culture of learning, growth, and resilience

The Systemic Perspective on Self-Awareness

According to Peter Hawkins, self-awareness should be viewed through a systemic lens. Awareness is not isolated but relational and deeply connected to the systems we are part of. True awareness is about understanding how we show up within different contexts, how we influence and are influenced by the system around us.

Instead of thinking of self-awareness as a static, isolated understanding of oneself, it should be seen as a fluid, relational awareness, a continuous process of seeing how we impact and co-create the dynamics around us.

For instance:

  • Instead of saying, “I am self-aware,” a systemic perspective might frame it as, “I am aware of how I impact and am impacted by the system around me.”

Gaining Self-Knowledge: Beyond the Surface

True self-knowledge isn’t achieved by glancing at one’s reflection occasionally. It’s about engaging in deep, intentional self-discovery. Here are several ways to cultivate it:

  • Assessments: The Maps to Your Inner World Psychometric tools like MBTI, DISC, the Big Five, Hogan, or the Enneagram provide valuable insights into personality, communication styles, and behavioural tendencies. They aren’t boxes to trap us in but rather maps that help us navigate our own complexity.

  • Feedback: The Mirror You Can’t Ignore
    One of the most powerful (and sometimes painful) ways to gain self-knowledge is through feedback. 360-degree feedback, peer reviews, and open team conversations help leaders see how others experience them. It takes courage to listen without defensiveness, but this is where real growth begins.

  • Reflection: The Art of Looking Inward
    Journaling, coaching conversations, or even structured self-inquiry can help leaders identify patterns in their thoughts, emotions, and actions. Questions like “What triggered me today?” or “What assumptions am I making about this situation?” can unlock deeper insights.

  • Coaching: The Guided Exploration
    A (systemic) coach doesn’t just hold up a mirror. They help leaders explore what’s behind it. Through coaching, leaders can uncover limiting beliefs, recognize recurring dynamics in teams, and develop a more conscious, adaptive leadership style.

  • Diversity of Perspectives: Seeing Yourself Through Others’ Eyes
    Working with diverse teams, engaging in cross-functional projects, or even mentoring and reverse mentoring can expose leaders to different ways of thinking, challenging their assumptions and broadening their self-understanding.

The Systemic Lens: Self-Knowledge and Self-Awareness in Action

Self-knowledge provides the foundation for understanding oneself, while self-awareness ensures we are attuned to how we impact and are impacted by the systems around us. Let’s explore a few real-world situations where self-knowledge and self-awareness make a difference:

  • Situation 1: The “Strong but Silent” Leader
    A senior leader prides himself on being composed and logical. However, his team experiences him as distant and unapproachable. Through feedback and coaching, he realizes that his reluctance to show vulnerability stems from an old belief that “leaders must always have the answers.” By shifting this mindset, he starts engaging in more open, trust-building conversations.

  • Situation 2: The “Fixer” Manager
    A team leader constantly jumps in to solve problems for her team. She sees herself as supportive, but her team feels disempowered. Through self-reflection, she recognizes her deep need for control and the fear of appearing redundant. With this awareness, she begins to delegate more effectively, fostering ownership within the team.

  • Situation 3: The “People-Pleasing” Executive
    A leader avoids conflict, believing that harmony equals success. However, avoiding tough conversations leads to unresolved tensions within the team. By exploring the root of this behaviour, he learns to balance empathy with assertiveness, creating a more honest and effective leadership presence.

The Self-Knowledge and Self-Awareness Ripple Effect

When leaders invest in self-knowledge and commit to practices that enhance self-awareness, they don’t just transform themselves, they transform their teams and organizations. A leader who understands their own emotional triggers is less reactive. A leader who knows their biases makes fairer decisions. A leader who embraces their authentic style creates an environment where others feel safe to do the same.

Mastering the mirror isn’t about achieving perfect self-knowledge or self-awareness, it’s about the ongoing commitment to see ourselves more clearly and to grow from what we find.

So, next time you look into the mirror, whether that’s a colleague’s feedback, a coaching conversation, or a moment of self-reflection, pause and ask yourself:

What do I see? And what am I willing to learn from it?